It's real on video

As a new teacher I have to have myself videotaped and then analyze my style and see where to make improvements. Unfortunately I have to watch that. And WHOA a mirror is not the same thing as watching a video. Yes my weight went up, yes I need bigger clothes, yes exercise is a bit harder. I could see a bigger tummy in the mirror but when you look at something everyday you don't notice the minor changes. Holey mackeral if you want proof of weight gain or weight loss take a video. I also think I gain weight in my tummy so I get thicker not wider. When I look in the mirror I look ok but the profile is where the big change can be seen.

I logged my food for the first time in about a year. I also went to aerobics class. It was hard but I feel awesome. Tomorrow I plan to go to the gym and then put a check in the bank!